A few weeks

i am here

unplanned egg and

impotent sperm

inelastic collision

a fluke 

not one in a million

just one potent one

a beating time-bomb

so close, i can’t even hear

my time will come

mute

snakes and ladders

chess

monopoly and scruples

i perform

white sand

ingredient bones ground up

spread out thin

effluvia

i will sit on the wastes

regurgitate nostalgia

and spin out the sperms